I’m frustrated and not sure what to do about it.
Wanting something doesn’t make it so. Waiting for it to be so changes my viewpoint. I’m second guessing everything I do and that kind of spoils the whole thing for me. I’m afraid I’m losing the original spark waiting for something to happen that can’t be cultivated.
I want you Scout…I want you wholeheartedly and without reservation. I don’t want to wait. I don’t want to take a back seat.
It’s that simple.
I’m not myself when I’m trying to stay reserved…I’m SURE that’s not the person you want.