/bangs head

I’m frustrated and not sure what to do about it.

Wanting something doesn’t make it so.  Waiting for it to be so changes my viewpoint.  I’m second guessing everything I do and that kind of spoils the whole thing for me.  I’m afraid I’m losing the original spark waiting for something to happen that can’t be cultivated.

I want you Scout…I want you wholeheartedly and without reservation.  I don’t want to wait.  I don’t want to take a back seat.

It’s that simple.

I’m not myself when I’m trying to stay reserved…I’m SURE that’s not the person you want.


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