Standing like a statue. A chin of stone, a heart of clay.
This weekend didn’t go at all like I planned it.
It was a carwreck in a pretty big way. Now I’m sitting here, music fueling me, trying to deconstruct something that shouldn’t be messed with.
I want to breathe fire.
I’m not going to go into any detail, but let’s just say things came to a conclusion and it wasn’t pretty. It’s too bad I don’t drink, last night would have been a good night for a nice single malt to placate the worries that nip at me like little fish distracting me from what I should be thinking about.
Sure I’m angry…I’m a lot of things. Dissapointed mostly and sad.
But what the fuck can you do? Shit happens, people change, life goes on. People have gotten hurt years before I got here and will get hurt years after I’m gone…so it’s the fucking human condition…it’s a fact of life.
It’s my fault anyway.
- Bush – Greedy Fly
- Pearl Jam – Go
- Alice in Chains – I stay away
- Van Halen – Cathedral
- INXS – Elegantly Wasted
- The Cult – Love Removal Machine
- Nirvana – Heart Shaped Box
- Audioslave – Set it off
- Pearl Jam – Parting Ways