So, it’s Friday.

It’s Friday and this is, for me, the conclusion of a turbulent few weeks.

I feel like I’ve been on this emotional rollercoaster without a lap bar and it’s time to get off.  I’ve had enough highs and lows to last me for a while.  Besides, I have other pretty important things to deal with. 

I’m starting some relatively serious medication and based on what I’m told it’s going to take a lot out of me.  When I say “chemotherapy” is sounds so incredibly serious but in reality I’m just hoping that it does what it’s supposed to do.  I don’t have any anxiety about it…I just don’t want to feel crappy, which is a side affect of this therapy.

So…I think I’m going to be focusing on just feeling ok.  I’ve got about 3 months of this to go through and I don’t need anything complicating it.  Perhaps this is a mini-journey that I’ve got to go through…maybe learn a thing or two about myself…who knows?

MiH

 

  • Jamie Cullum – All at Sea
  • Coldplay – The Scientist
  • Pearl Jam – Crazy Mary

 

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2 thoughts on “So, it’s Friday.

  1. I’ve been following your adventures for a while now. Kind of been lurking in the background, reflecting on your writings but reacting only internally and never leaving a comment. My first reaction this morning’s post was “Wow. Methotrexate. What’s going on?” I’m a chemist (at HP) so I dig that sort of graphic. Your new challenge finally brings me out of the shadows to let you know, for what it’s worth, this stranger is pulling for you and wishing you the best. I’ll be watching and rooting for you…and the Celts but for different reasons. Good luck.

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