I much prefer the comforts of a smaller group. Smaller groups allow for much simpler lines of communication and an easily defined chain of command. Big companies suck for more reasons than smaller ones do. I don’t really know how to navigate through this bullshit that I’m encountering. So many personalities that will bowl me over if I don’t bowl them over first…I don’t know how to deal with these people.
Now the question is…how do I react? Do I step back to avoid the mess or do I voice my opinion, take on the masses and try to organize things in my own logical manner? If I do get involved I’m not sure what will happen…but isn’t that better than “stepping back” and knowing what WON’T happen?
I’m debating. Sometimes I have the energy for such projects…sometimes I don’t. This will be a struggle if I do become involved.